Continuation of Rant #17221 but like I GENUINELY don't care anymore. I've already been planning for this since the start of the month. My story will end here. I have been abused by my father, pressured by my mother, treated like shit by my extended family, and I've been forced into a prestigious school which I didn't want to go to in the first place. I feel like a machine made JUST for their success, I feel like I was conceived JUST for money, not out for the actual love of it. It's genuinely gotten so TIRING to go to school day after day after day and I don't even have someone to talk to. I WANT to get out of here. It feels like the only way out of this hellhole is to genuinely just die. I've only been pressurized by this because I got "Most Outstanding" in Daycare. THATS 7 YEARS AGO LET IT GO I DONT HAVE THE SAME SKILLS AND COMPREHENSION. The coping advices ain't even working either. My family treats my so negligibly.... The my people I like in my family are my cousins iibh.