So, if I ask a question about pick up groups and where to find them, try giving context that there's been issues before and then try and at least say I probably do have issues etc... only for passive aggressive and sussy undertones then I ask one question? Why should I even attempt to be nice to strangers and try to make friends if I'm already marked as a target to avoid? This exact logic is why I fucking can't stand trying, if I can't even have an arbitary chance to start on neutral ground, what's the point? I just can't anymore. People prove they don't care and by the way... How can someone's who isolated be interesting or funny or pleasant when theyre isolated and already not in a good environment, losing and getting dunked on in other parts of their life. I know I have problems, but this proves there's no point working through them... I'm already marked to be hated. Fuck all this.