I manifested the job and schooling, just to immediately start stressing. Like damn, when I wasn't doing anything with myself or working, I was calmer. The minute I start picking my life up; everything else starts crashing. One of my car tires is wobbly, kids always crying, power in the town I stay in keeps going out every day, so I can't even do my school work. I just started working so I have to wait 2 to 3 weeks for a check. Gas empty and I can't drop a class because it will mess with my pell grant and shit. Like damn. If this is what it takes to get to the top, I don't think I want it for real LMAO. Now I'm going to continue to work, but as far as school, I don't know. I also feel like I need to keep my mouth shut whenever I do get good news because I have to remember not everybody want to see me win or pass them up. I feel like the minute I told a certain family member about all my good news, she started wishing bad shit on me. And I know that sounds crazy, but even my sister agree