fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!!! i'm tired i'm so tired i'm seriously so fucking tired. i'm tired of seeing characters of color suffer to suffer. i want it to have weight!!! i want to see the consequences! i want to see them live and find happiness! i want to see csa victims like me with my ethnicity i want to see people with trauma with my ethnicity i want to see people of other ethnicities and diasporas that feel like people!!! i want to see recovery i want to see poc make friends with other poc i want to see an audience love characters OF COLOR!!! why is it always white people? why do you (general) always focus on white people? why??? why??? i'm sick and FUCKING TIRED of people saying they're the 'black people of the LGBTQ community' when there are black people that are part of the LGBTQ community!!! shut up shut up shut up!!! i'm not your fetish, i'm a person!!! i am asian. i am not white lite, i am ASIAN!!! i am chinese!!! please. look at me and listen to me. love me. love poc. please