The day I died was the day i swore to never express my real emotions or vent to anyone. I didn't want them to think they couldn't talk to me because I was going through something, or that they'd be a burden, because I'd never see them, or any of my friends as a burden. But they were suffering so much, and they thought they couldnt reach out because I was sad. Ill never talk about it again if it means that they'll be ok. I mean it. Ill never talk about my issues again.