I'm so so fucking lonely and I've missed out on so much because I'm miserable and lonely and I don't know what to do. I'm missing out on the best years of my life while everyone has friends and I'm so scared that I'm wasting my life. I wish I had friends. I wish I could go back in time and fix everything. I'm so miserable. What if the rest of my life is miserable and I never find friends or fulfillment? I don't know what to do. I hate myself. I've lost so many chances and opportunities. I've wasted so much time. I wish I had people who loved me.