I vented about my SA on here and how I still talk to the guy who did it to me. He was my friend of several years, and everyday it got worse. First just touches of my waist, then my thighs then more. I couldn’t understand it or why he would do that - he’s my friend. A good person. That’s what I told myself. When I vented on here about my confusion, people blamed me? They said it’s my fault for still being near him, that I’m just encouraging him now. I dislike being touched, I told him. I keep trying to distance myself but he apologizes then I feel bad. We’ve known each other for so long and it’s hard for me to let go of such a close friend. Why am I being told I’m the bad person when I’m crying about a person I trust always grabbing my ass, trying to do more when I keep repeating no - how am I bad?!?