Isn’t it so funny how I have to come on here to fucking vent? Why does my family think my emotions are stupid and worthless? Why am I the only one not allowed to express my emotions?! Is it because I’m the oldest? Is it because I’m normally quiet and emotionless? Am I just being dramatic? Am I just looking for attention? I don’t deserve love right? That’s just how things are. Who gives a shit about me. I’m worthless. I always will be.