Rant #1799

I have no real friends and it kinda sucks. Also probably my fault. Just wish I could be somebody's first choice. This loneliness got to me so bad that I also was fishing for something romantic for a while. I got someone to talk to but turns out they don't like me at all and now that's broken off too. At least I got to experience it. It's getting old that all 4 of my friends either don't like me, are bigots, or have friends that fall into that category, and all of them only talk to me when their first choices aren't available. Am I worth the time? Sure doesn't seem like it.