TBF like, I don't really gaf about getting into a relationship but there are like times where my self-esteem is at an all time low and just feel pathetic for not having any sort of romantic relationship in over the years I've been alive in comparison to other kids my age. HOWEVER, the moment I try to imagine myself being in an actual relationship with a partner, doing "cute" things together, going on dates, in reality, I lowkey feel like throwing up. IDK 😭so like it's just a momentary feeling of fomo cuz I genuinely have never found myself hsving a crush on smn irl like i genuinely don't know how i can never look at someone in THAT way and prospect of living alone w no worries for anyone else just seems so much more FREE INNIT
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