I'm a necrophile. I have watched fucked up shit to get off. I should be dead. I should be sadistically killed and tortured in public for this, everyone should celebrate my death rightfully, I am truly despicable. I've always been fucking sick, I asked my stepdad if I could see his dick when I was 6, and there's cp of me on the internet since I took pictures to send to my online boyfriend when I was like 12. I am truly a loser. No friends. I'm a guy by the way, which only makes this shit more gross I wish I was normal man