so, funny right? yesterday i had a moment of relapse, and my bf was all like "if you're gonna make your body ugly i want to watch and i wont let you do it unless im around to know when to stop you." and like, i didnt even really do anything to myself, i js scratched myself like once or twice, and made myself bleed a little, and he looked at me and smiled, and was like "wow, did that hurt?" and im so,, ew... omg.... i will never never never never feel comfortable sharing moments of weakness again that was soo weird.
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