i feel trapped in my marriage. sometimes i wake up from a dream where i'm with a different man. never any one man in particular that i really harbor any feelings for. it's more like, the man in my dream is one who wanted to be a husband-- who wanted to be a father and have a family. in my dreams, i'm with a man who cares for me. my current husband has no aspirations for the future. he isn't interested in going to school to get a degree to better his/our lives. i'm almost 30 and i've wanted children for so long. all my life i've wanted to be a mother and he's taking away my time. he's wasting it. without me, his life would fall apart. he would lose the cooking of every meal, the laundry getting done, my income. he has no money and no credit. he really hasn't done a thing for me since getting married. hasn't kept a single promise. but without him? i would be free. my life would be no worse without him and that's what makes me so sad.