Sometimes I feel like only positive connection between me and my father is the fact that he provides for me but even in that he always uses that money as a way to threat constantly even in normal conversations. So I feel guilty/insecure for asking for his money. He is 44 years older than me (boomer generation) and there are so many things we don't agree with each other. I am normally extremely peacefull person and my friends joke about if I ever get angry but I can't communicate with him without arguing or yelling because he starts the conversation with yelling over nothings (even at public) or he doesn't take it seriously otherwise.
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