I just feel really empty. For 4 years I’ve been consuming self help content for the hopes that it would finally help me fix my life. But every time I get online I’m instantly reminded that everything thinks of me as burden, someone who’s such a loser that they can’t even take care of themselves so everybody is criticizing me while at the same time telling me that whatever I’m suffering with is not any of their business, I can’t even talk to my family because this stuff is so personal and theirs no telling how they might react. I don’t care if it seems selfish it’s a legitimate fear of mine. So I just looks like I’m on my own for a while. At least people can’t tell me that I’m fucking up if I don’t bother them.