I feel like everyone around me is struggling and so I can't be struggling and I'm trying my best not to but at the moment i'm just finding it really hard to cope and not be depressed or anxious and I want to be able to be normal and support my friends but it feels a bit like i'm drowning. i can't prioritise school enough and i'm getting bad grades and people are disappointed in me. I'm disappointed in myself. I just feel really nauseous whenever I'm anxious and that makes it worse. I just want to stay at home for a really long time but I barely get to be there anymore. I just need a lot more time