all of my friends suddenly as soon there is no school for 6 weeks only meet without you like 40days no text nothing but they hang out togher almost daily ✌️ not only that but i will also die alone bc of your bad looks and social lackings i got from the last years. having negative thoughts no sleep no energy and no one to talk to of your problems and self hate just for everyone to think that youre just acting or so, and the best part is that its only getting worse and there is no ending in sight cant do this shit anymore failed as everything and in everything