Why does everyone who what to do for their future? I'm sitting here, in the library on my first day of classes, all in my thoughts and I still don't know what to do with my life. Everywhere I look, there's downsides to my "passions." Maybe I'm in the "dream job" mindset but I'm genuinely breaking down over the fact I can't get myself together to think of the future. I'm scared. I'm burnt out. I fear regrets. I just want to rot at home. I don't know what's gotten over me. I was the proclaimed "type A student" with good grades and mentality but in all honestly, it all fell apart a long time ago. Maybe I can figure myself up and "find my calling" but when will that be? I don't want to wait my time nor my families, and especially I don't want to waste money. Why won't it come to me.