Lately I haven't been able to sleep i feel tired and exhausted, I wanted to try this anonyms posts thing I feel like it would help with getting things out of my mind and being able to sleep in peace, I almost woke up late and not make it to one of my classes in college and before you ask it's my second week here in college I don't want to skip any classes just yet, and apart from that I've got a bunch of heavy ass books that I have to read and before anyone says that "oh that what college is about you are given bunch of work that's normal" but the thing is I didn't want to go to college, I didn't want to major in business at all. I know that it'll be more benefits for me in the long run with this degree but even then, I feel like even with this degree I won't get far like everyone has already moved, started families, and are becoming sucefull. All I wanted was a one-year gap and study art that's what I wanted the most, but my parents were against it