I'm so fucking pathetic. 😂 I'm awake at 2:42am in the morning doing an art piece and listening to sad music for my brother just to build back a relationship thats shattered anyways and am refusing to leave to go to the bathroom even thought I know I have to go. I'm chasing the relationship of a man who will never like me back and he's a asshole. I'm starving myself and pushing myself to my workout limits so that I'll have the picture perfect body for someone that probably thinks I'm just some sort of parasite to him. God I suck. I want to run somewhere and regain my fucking sanity if it can even come back... -Astro
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