All i wanted to do was make a craft mom :( Im not gonna c^t myself…i just wanted a craft project to do. You don’t trust me..huh? I really wish you gave me to God so bad… a vacation isn’t enough to escape. I wanna sleep but I wake up at 5am…every day. Gosh I wish i could just sleep for a little while longer to escape my problems. I’m not gonna get a job. No one wants a disabled worker. I’m not gonna get married…but how I yearn for it… Mom..I wish you gave me up. I wish you gave me back to God. I wish you never had me.