I want to self harm so bad, and I want it to scar but at the same time im terried to go deeper then just cat scratches. Im wondering if I cut everyday, will it scar even if its deep? Google won't answer me and im so scared to ask others for help so idk what to do. I want to try relapsing everyday but its summer, I dont want peope to notice but at the same time I do? Im so confused. Im not even sure if I want the scars anymore im now just wondering if its just me having a very bad urge to cut. I dont even have any reason to self harm right now, the urge is just so hard for me to deal with right now.
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