I'm not diagnosed but i am almost sure i have depression, though i wouldn't want to self-diagnose, i'm sure i have many symptoms of it. I ended up ghosting my friends because of it because some days i didn't even have energy to answer, i just wanted to stay on my phone and do whatever, i hadn't even had energy to play on my laptop which i specifically use for that purpose. Either way, i miss my friends. I regret ignoring them, they stopped talking to me when i didn't answer... I've wanted to text them again but i feel like i have no right to, i probably hurt or worried them. I don't even know if i'll end up feeling as exhausted as before and ignore them again. I'm so ashamed i just stare at their profiles and end up logging off, i'm sure they'll think i'm just using them if i reach out again. I don't want to tell them i might have depression or have to express these sort of issues.