how do I stop being ugly? I'm a redhead teenage girl with freckles all over my body, an oval face, and brown downturned eyes and I weigh 129lbs. Im told i'm pretty, but it's all from friends and my family. I don't think they mean it. I think I'm gross. I think I'm fat. I think I'm disgusting. I think I'm ugly. Genuinely how do I be less ugly or am I just doomed to be ugly? Plastic surgery scares me, and my metabolism's just slow. Compared to my friends I think I'm the worst looking. I hate myself. I want to look like someone else or just fix my appearance.