Im tired. My mind gets too loud whenever things get quiet. Simply wanting to rest, sleep, or walking home feels like hell. I don’t want to be alone but I have to because nobody’s there. Sure, I got some friends but you know the feeling of they aren’t exactly your friends? They’d rather spend time with their other friends and you’ll ultimately be alone. That’s how I feel. I just want a friend. Just one. Doesn’t help that I also compare myself to others and my reputation brings me down because of false rumors.