pov: having a good life but still being s u i c i d a l pov: not having any reason to be depressed pov: feeling guilty for no reason pov: telling yourself that other people are worse and that you are just being dramatic pov: feeling like an absolute f a t - a s s even when the numbers are clearly healthy and normal pov: staying because others are worse pov: staying only for someone who only considers you as a standard friend even when they are your closest friend pov: being fully prepared to k y s but you are just waiting for the 'right moment'