Rant #17138

I'm ashamed of the fact that I've let so much of my life go bad, I have an incredibly cluttered and messy apartment, to where I found mice tonight, I've let myself get to over 300lbs, and I'm in such a tight financial situation, I feel I might never recover. I feel so many things in my personal life just stacking and I have no way of alleviating any of it. I can't turn to anyone bc I'm afraid of being judged and shunned.