I recently had to let go of something that I realized wasn't helping me and wasn't good for me. When I finally released it, I felt relief, but there are moments when the hurt comes back..... I don't want to think about it and there are many times where I don't....in those moments there's a special kind of joy that overcomes me.... but sometimes there are things that I see that reminds me of it😔 so then I get reminded of everything I had to go through.... and how there wasn't any real closure.... I just want to get over it!!! I don't want to care!!! I think about the lessons I've learned from such a horrible experience to try to soothe myself, but then an anger appears because I feel like I want Justice I want them to acknowledge the hurt that they cause instead of just not caring.... what they represent is not who they are and it's hard to just walk away and not have the world see what I saw and what I experienced😭😭😭 I just want this hurt to go away, I hate that I care!!😭😭