I love my sister a lot and growing up I’ve always been closer to her than to my 2nd sister but these recent years I’ve been closer to my 2nd sister and I feel like my 1st sister sometimes gets upset and feels left out because of that. I feel bad so I try my best to talk to her lots and hang out with her even though I’m a homebody but it’s so difficult because she doesn’t seem to realise it’s her own fault. my 2nd sister and I are closer recently because we have more similar interests, however sometimes we talk about other things other than our interests too - it’s just that my 1st sister is completely not interested in anything that she’s not into so obviously I have less to talk to her about. also, it’s more tiring to be with her, she has constant mood swings and gets grumpy so easily, it’s like I’m walking on eggshells everytime I talk to her because I’m scared I’ll say something that’ll sour her mood. I just wish she’d realise how hard I’m already trying.