I hate getting memories of people and resentment they've caused me in my head. My fam is so bad to be resentful about people and the past I'm wondering if I inherited that from them? Or is it a universal thing. I'm still frustrated because one relative was so awful to me and I didn't deserve it. I'd never have treated them that way. They told their own kid they hope they burn in hell once if that's any indication how they act/ed. No I don't know what's in their heart but they were extremely awful and callous to me when I was in need. Yet they themselves would seek sympathy from others and play copy cat of people's issues for attention. Yeah I know I probably need a psychiatrist. I didn't ask for a wack ass abusive uncaring family.