found a post addressed to/about me from a past friend who died by suicide but all it clarifies is that they knew they left me (before dying, they cut me off without saying anything) in a mean way but they didn't care much bc "i wasn't going to change", and the entire post DRIPS in what our shared abuser (i got out, they didn't) believed and tried to portray our breakup as. i don't know what to say or how to feel or what is the morally right level of victim vs enabler/perpetrator to believe here. can somebody just say anything to me. believe me like they couldn't in the weeks before they died. say something nice. none of us are even 25 yet. how am i supposed to fathom this pain. go on knowing something so unjust happened so early. my roommate is still friends with this abuser. what do i do.