I feel like I’m falling apart, I don’t even recognize the person in the mirror anymore. I hate my life, I hate the partner I’m with. I feel unheard and over looked. I’m just a caretaker and an unpaid therapist. I have no friends to talk to I had to move away from my home state, I’m unemployed and injured myself. Body Dysmorphia and my depression can’t even be managed cause I can’t even see my therapist for distance and financial reasons. I don’t wanna keep going but I have too I worry even in death I won’t be able to rest and idk I just wanna cry and feel so hollow