Rant #17023

nomatter how many people i talk to or try to talk to , i always end up alone. I'm always the one initiating friendships and i wish it was reversed for once. i feel jealous of ppl in friend groups or at least one close friend whether it's online or irl. it sucks but ik im not the only one that feels this way. I js wish it didn't have to feel lonelier than it rlly is