ive liked this guy since the first time i saw him (im also a guy btw) and im 95% sure hes straight. any time anyone asks him about his sexuality he treats it like a joke, but he keeps giving me these small moments of hope. even though i know it wont happen, i keep wishing, and its been killing me for the past however many years weve known each other. hes really good looking and im sure he wont have any problem finding a girl in college. ive never gotten the courage to confess and im going to lose the chance in 2 days when he leaves. i genuinely wish him the best but its clearly not reciprocated.