I really dont know what to do; listen to my parents or to myself in terms of the future. I truly dont think my parents understand me at all. But also I dont want to disappoint them. Im trying to do my best but I dont think listening to my parents will help me in any way on future stuff. I need different opinions on this, but I dont have anyone to talk to about this really. At least not ones that have knowledge that I need to talk to about.