So a few weeks ago I confessed to my friend. I didn't hear what he replied with but we were on call and he mentioned he didn't want any relationship nor family because his parents love life is shit and me and him are similar to his parents love life. I couldn't help but be sad but I wasn't surprised because I am... ugly after all and no boy would ever like me like that anyways. I wish I was pretty. I really miss him. We haven't talked much and he is literally my life... my friends are fine I guess but its just different with him. I love my friends too but a boy I like..thats different. I miss him..I really miss him.. he said I was a really good friend and he opened up about things he told no one about so I guess Ill have to appreciate that. But I really did love you.