buckle up guys, cuz this is a doozy. So when I was younger my dad was abusive and shit and my brothers would kinda leave me alone cuz I was a “girl.” So loneliness, stockholme syndrome type shit, and unrestricted internet access brought some adult stuff (not porn, just adult stuff, porn addiction is at age 10) at the age of 6/7 (im being fr stfu). So I saw this comic abt sonic and Amy or whatever and I knew my cousin liked sonic and I liked Amy so I lowk manipulated him (he was like 4/5 at the time tho) into JUST kissing me (for like 5 min, does that count as making out???). After that, I actually found porn and got addicted to it and I grinded against my Christian best friend (she’s straight, idk I wasn’t) in her pool when no one was watching. So I had a pretty freaky childhood and im debating on kms bc im such a fucking perv and freak now and I hate my body and my mind so much and life just seems to be getting worse and all of my dreams are being shattered and life just sucks ass :)