August has been the worst month I've had in such a long time. 🙁 I've made many mistakes that ended up hurting people. I accidentally got into someone else's car that wasn't my Uber and I feel immense shame and disgust for myself. Then I spilt a drink in my Uber driver's car and I felt extremely guilty and apologized repeatedly to the point of tears 😭💔 my boyfriend dumped me and before that he yelled at me and called me a huge disappointment and wished he never met me. Then my best friend has been ghosting me since July. I also showed up to work an hour late today because I was feeling so overwhelmed by this month and they were mad at me and I ended up working 14 hours today. I hate that I make so many mistakes and I hate that I end up hurting everyone around me. I wish I could just die and disappear forever and be forgotten by everyone because I truly don't deserve to live anymore. 💔