Rant #16628

the feeling of wanting to have friends but not being able to is crushing. my own head simply wont let me try, and when i do try, i inevitably find some way to fuck it all up. it makes it worse because i dont have anyone to rant about this to! its just me and my own thoughts, in my head, which is the worse place they could be. i feel like im in one of those extra silent rooms but the only thing i can hear is my problems reflecting back into me.