my mental health is getting worse to the point I would use self-harm like it was a drug, I feel so close to committing, and to the point I'm planning on taking my life this weekend and no one knows that. I don't even know what's happening to me right know, I just want to let my fuck ass feelings out. my parents hurt me so bad too, like I'm a stranger. i also just want to feel pretty like all the other girls no one understands