Does it really ever get better? I just turned 18 this year and im being hounded by my family about jobs and pursuing higher education when i still havent even fucking passed highschool. I need to do another semester just to graduate. And i have physical health problems which makes getting a job that can accomodate me really challenging. And whats worse is my friends keep trying to go out to dinner or other places with me but i literally cant because i dont have money and i know for a fact two of them think im making excuses to avoid them because they literally told me. I have one friend that does offer to pay for stuff for me but i already feel like i owe him for how much money hes wasted on me and i just. I dont know. I dont know. I feel like i dont know anhthing. I want to be a little kid again. Im not ready to be apart of the big people world.