i feel obligated to stay at a school that im not sure i want to. i have friends who came here for me, but i hate the student dynamic and hate being around people who judge me. i want to go back to my old school so bad but my parents want me to stick out the year. and my friend who forced me to be in choir with her chose a different elective and i didnt even want to be in choir i only did it because of her and the class sucks and everyone is so weird and i fucking hate it and they wouldn't transfer me out so im just so done... but on the other hand at my old school i had a friend who i had a crush on and she told me she liked me but i rejected her for the sake of our friendship and also i didnt accept the fact that i liked her yet and then over summer i just fell in love but now she likes some douchebag and i just get so fucking angry when i see them so idk what school to choose im just sad lowkey maybe i should kill myself and then people would care about me