Hi look am very cheerful outgoing person my family I FREAKING HATE THEM all they wanna do is judge me make me feel bad about myself try to make me be someone else compare me to everything EVEN MY SIBLING is no better i am trapped no one cares about my emotions they say I have no future they say they gave up on me I know sometimes my behavior aint that good am a human am not perfect at that moment they exaggerat everything am an average student that equals failure everything I do is gonna turn out bad in there perspective I cant even act my age i do alot of cores in the house but not a single thank you actually they look for the tiniest mistake and yell at me on that (ur a failure, u dont do anything in this house,u just sit around doing nothing mind you... am 18 I start to have low self-esteem constant fear people are judging me i see my self as incapable immature and brushing off my emotions thinking am being dramatic. I dont know where to go .my home isn't a home for me