words that hurt me affect me more than words that are meant to encourage me. like someone can say negative about me and it would forever stick with me but when someone compliments me or say anything positive about me i forget about it and doesn't really have any positive light on me. it just doesn't have any weight for me. no matter how positive or sweet the words are they're just a bunch of nothing to me. but i can't say the same for negative words. ig im just not capable of accepting happiness or love or sumshit