i hate u jose. you fucking ruined me as a person, i have an ed now im in an out of the hospital i cant fucking eat without throwing up, i cant livestream without being asked about you. i cant fucking live my life happily knowing your still fucking out there living yours to the fullest, i have notes in my room. just know your fucking name is on it. i hate you, i hate everyone else who fucked me over as a person in this fucked up world. you knew i was dealing with physical and mental abuse at home and deciding to fucking verbally abuse me then say i was fucking crazy YOUR A FUCKING LIAR AND I HOLE YOU FIE . i hate you so fucking much, i genuinely want to kill myself and send you the video.
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