I feel so bad for talking almost all the time about my sadness. I hate i vent too much. I wish people didn't invite me venting so much. Its like I'm known as the depressed loser girl that everyone makes fun of. I feel like I'm taking away from my friend's/crush's problems. He's going thru way worse than me. I feel so bad. Maybe its best that I stop texting him. It would be better for him. Rather than having to deal with me or baby me. I'm such an awful friend