Lowkey on the verge of tears for this but it’s late so maybe I’m being dramatic?? Idfk. I wish my partner were more romantic or even js texted me more often. I know they love me. That’s not the issue. Possible AuDHD is not great for responding quickly, remembering days, or showing emotions. I see the effort I do, but I just wish sometimes. I don’t wanna be alone. The thoughts are coming back and I’m scared of them. I don’t wanna go back to that place I was in but they get louder at night and trying to sleep makes them loudest because I have so little going on. I don’t want to be a burden I don’t want to procrastinate I don’t want to ANYTHING. I’m tired. I am. I have loving parents and a great older brother, my family is well off so that’s not an issue, so why do I feel like this.. I don’t want to feel like this