I know I'm young but i'm being put on so much pressure and sometimes i just want to disappear my parents are so toxic and ive been bullied so much i have trust issues i also am pretty sure i have an ed (not to self diagnose in a rude way but its pretty obvious i just cant tell my parents because they keep calling me dramatic ) i need therapy but ive been denied and told to figure it out. I've participated in sh and my parents dont know that and keep punishing me for the smallest things and making it worse and i just don't know how much longer i can do this.