I have a lot of regrets from when I was a teen, I would say some diabolical shit (slurs, etcetc) it was around other friends who would say the same stuff. It’s funny, because I would never have EVER said anything like that before I met them. I think a lot of it was peer pressure. But I knew better, I should have known better and I still said that stuff for awhile. It haunts me. I changed, I don’t hang with those people anymore; but I feel awful still. I want to go back in time and redo it all. I feel like such an idiot
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