Rant #16239

Things are getting bad again, all I can do is hope things turn around but I'm constantly shedding tears and struggling on how I'm supposed to keep my composure around others now, I wish I wasn't like this, I wish I was just good at doing what I need to instead of running away because everything's just too much for me to handle alone, people say that you're not alone whenever I've been at my lowest I didn't have anyone that could help me